i need a good planner.

I once had this amazingly awesome planner that I bought from the store I was working at in college (RIP Encore!) and I swear I have been unable to find it again... well I could order it online but we all know I'm too cheap to pay shipping and I'm a tad bit too impatient to wait for it to ship as well. So if anyone can find these planners (Paperblanks) somewhere in the vicinity of Richmond, lemme know! :) I've tried other planners but none really stuck like this one. My life seemed more calm and planned at the time and I miss that feeling. I miss the feeling of knowing what my life had planned... I miss the feeling of knowing how people around me felt about me.

I guess that I found comfort in having things planned and not worrying about events that would pop up and throw everything off. I guess this just comes with growing up and I've done a lot of that in the past year. I've learned some things about myself, about life, about people... some good.. some not so good. I think amidst all of this hectic world, I find comfort in just a little book.